I was never meant to have Kids

I am convinced I was never meant to have kids of my own.

I have been convinced of the same ever since I discovered I am a woman and that I can actually bring children into the world. I remember Camilla asking me if I meant I would never be married. That was back in the early 90's when I declared for the umpteenth time 'I never intend to have children'. To me marriage and children were not even remotely related (anyone feel the same?) Of cause I was branded controversial and everybody still sympathises with me when I tell them I ave been married 9 years and we don't have kids! They 'comfort' me and say God will give me Kids in his own time.

Well, God has now given me a kid!

I just inherited 6 year old Wayne from my sister-in-law who died in July. We have now had him for ourselves for one week and so far....I was never meant to have kids!

I hope I survive this one. I am open for advise on how to get a 6 year old to go to bed at 8 pm and wake up at 6.30 am. The school is behind our house (literally)

Guys....please heeeelp!